at sometime or another, many of us take a look at ourselves and what it is that we have been up to and what we are about to do. many of us choose to ignore the bad and only acknowledge what we find to be good about ourselves. about our insides. about our guts. what makes up what we are. then there are others who do indeed the opposite. only noticing the ugly and the hate and the wrong doings and all of that shite. neither of these doings are good nor will they ever be good. no black and white. always gray and colours in between. always happy/sad like little SUNBEARS!